They say it helps to talk it out. Talk to someone about your depression, share what you are thinking and get a perspective. But in this busy world who wants to really know someone else's problems. Honestly no one cares!! It's easier to maintain a facade of 'normal-ness' than really connect with someone else.
My parents don't want to know if I'm suffering from some nameless fears......they have too many of their own. So they would prefer to think that their daughter is not their responsibility anymore. She is fine...is their mantra for being normal.
My in-laws don't really care as long as I'm cooking, keeping the house functional and taking care of their son. Why would they even want to know about my emotional well being?
So at the end of the day....there is only person who can help me and that is myself. I read somewhere that it is human nature to 'endure' and that is exactly what I'm going to do. Life has decided to throw me some wicked curveballs and there is only one way to go.......SWIM or SINK. And I have decided that my option is going to be swim and swim like there is no tomorrow. I will not sink.....not today not ever.
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